I'm so sorry to hear that Cynthia. Please consider me a place of support for you. Sending you a hug from a distance. I'm also sorry that you disabled your Substack, yes, the gloating has been hard to take in the last few days, but that too will pass. Even if you don't move, maybe you could just take a trip to another country. Just going into a different atmosphere can elevate your soul. I know it has worked wonders for me. We just need a break every now and then! Thank you so much for your kind words!