I'm sorry for your experience. Being a parent is constant worry and constant self-doubt. We have to remember that the world is full of dangers, and our children do have to stumble every now and then. We can't blame ourselves. We're doing our best. It is so hard to build our children up, and the whole world seems dead set on tearing them down. From your comment, I know that your child is fortunate to be in a nurturing environment. Strength to you!