This is a very nice piece and I applaud your efforts with the violin. Somebody once asked me why I enjoy watching football. I told them that I didn't know why I liked it. I just know that I like it and most things in the world irritate me, so I wasn't about to question something that didn't. If playing the violin makes you happy, then you have discovered something most people never encounter in their whole lives and you should count yourself lucky! I'll have to reflect on this piece, there's a message in there that I don't feel I've fully perceived yet. Well done!